[Lyric] Monster (Paul the Messenger)

[verse]

Some days I feel like a monster
An imposter
I try not to hate my enemies
But it's hard, yeah
Lord, I wanna stop this cycle
Break my idols
How'm I supposed to walk away
When I'm blind, so
When I think you're late
Lord, teach me to wait
When I'm losing hope
Help me elevate
When I am anti-social
Help me congregate
When I'm anti-social
Help me concentrate

[Chorus]
People crossed me
So I crossed them off instead
Lord you'rе different
You would rather diе for them
You were dying
They would not give you a hand
But you love them
Wanna be like you
But inside I feel empty
I wanna improve
But this pride
It won't let me
Maybe it's the fact
The disguises are failing
These eyes need some sleep
I need some saving, yeah

[verse]

Maybe I'm a bad guy all the way
Maybe I will take it to my grave
Oh yeah
Asking myself will I die in pain
Why're you smiling
Things are not okay
Yeshua, please fight
I don't like these nights
You tell me it's bright
But I've been tired
I ain't inspired
Lucy is skin tight
She needs to be quiet
No need to dim lights
I won't dim lights
I won't dim lights
[Chorus]

People crossed me
So I crossed them off instead
Lord you're different
You would rather die for them
You were dying
They would not give you a hand
But you love them
Wanna be like you
But inside I feel empty
I wanna improve
But this pride
It won't let me
Maybe it's the fact
The disguises are failing
These eyes need some sleep
I need some saving, yeah