Tell myself its only me who feels this way
Know all you still see the light of day
Tell myself I should just run away
None of you care but know that its okay
Don’t know whatta say I’m too afraid
Can't keep to the path ive gone astray
Just put me out in your ashtray
Know lifes so hard but its okay
Deep in my head theres a feeling and its bred
Its grown and its spread and fuels my dread
So my face soaked red with the blood its shed
Nights are so hard but its okay
Wanna be left alone finally
But this illness don’t like privacy
And endlessly attacks me violently
Welcome to my anxiety
It’s so hard
Like so damn hard
Cos I go to my bed where I sit and shivеr
Rooms 30 degrees but feels like a blizzard
Am I too bitter, dim or just shittеr
Doubt myself every time I look in the mirror
Why do they wanna get with me
If they wanna side with anxiety
I worry about this and I worry bout that
Till I break myself and then fall flat
Cry nonstop think about who I am
Panic till I wanna break my back
Everyone keeps leaving me
It’s a countdown to my insanity
Crying till I no longer breathe
Struggle with anxiety
No I can't sleep, no I can't eat
Its this again, I never wanna repeat
But not my choice, I'm sick of all the noise
From my own crying and my worried voice
Treat me as a feast and you forever seem to be getting only to the best parts
Eat of the meat but my face you don’t meet
But To be honest I'm too afraid of ever ever show up
Had to leave the person you love
Well your mind don’t that things still on her
On her like how you wish you were
But can't cos that’s just a memory
And that’s every second I can never deter
My mind cos it beckons I was with her
Whether I was any better when we were still together
Probably never cos depression put me under so much pressure
Its that feeling in your heart
Makes me feel I can't and opens my scars
Thought they had healed but fear tears them apart
Now I’m an open wound bleeding in the dark
Who else wants to enter start an infection
Love me and gimme affection
Then ill seal the would and worry bout rejection
Don’t make me say I let in the wrong person
Its fear to the point that I’m sick
Paranoia to the point I'm fixed
Worry burn me like acid but that's not it
I know life's hard but its okay
I can't fucking cope where do I sit
On the fence and worry what will make me tip
Smash my head of it and commit
Welcome to my anxiety
Know all you still see the light of day
Tell myself I should just run away
None of you care but know that its okay
Don’t know whatta say I’m too afraid
Can't keep to the path ive gone astray
Just put me out in your ashtray
Know lifes so hard but its okay
Deep in my head theres a feeling and its bred
Its grown and its spread and fuels my dread
So my face soaked red with the blood its shed
Nights are so hard but its okay
Wanna be left alone finally
But this illness don’t like privacy
And endlessly attacks me violently
Welcome to my anxiety
It’s so hard
Like so damn hard
Cos I go to my bed where I sit and shivеr
Rooms 30 degrees but feels like a blizzard
Am I too bitter, dim or just shittеr
Doubt myself every time I look in the mirror
Why do they wanna get with me
If they wanna side with anxiety
I worry about this and I worry bout that
Till I break myself and then fall flat
Cry nonstop think about who I am
Panic till I wanna break my back
Everyone keeps leaving me
It’s a countdown to my insanity
Crying till I no longer breathe
Struggle with anxiety
No I can't sleep, no I can't eat
Its this again, I never wanna repeat
But not my choice, I'm sick of all the noise
From my own crying and my worried voice
Treat me as a feast and you forever seem to be getting only to the best parts
Eat of the meat but my face you don’t meet
But To be honest I'm too afraid of ever ever show up
Had to leave the person you love
Well your mind don’t that things still on her
On her like how you wish you were
But can't cos that’s just a memory
And that’s every second I can never deter
My mind cos it beckons I was with her
Whether I was any better when we were still together
Probably never cos depression put me under so much pressure
Its that feeling in your heart
Makes me feel I can't and opens my scars
Thought they had healed but fear tears them apart
Now I’m an open wound bleeding in the dark
Who else wants to enter start an infection
Love me and gimme affection
Then ill seal the would and worry bout rejection
Don’t make me say I let in the wrong person
Its fear to the point that I’m sick
Paranoia to the point I'm fixed
Worry burn me like acid but that's not it
I know life's hard but its okay
I can't fucking cope where do I sit
On the fence and worry what will make me tip
Smash my head of it and commit
Welcome to my anxiety
( HolmeZ )
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