[Lyric] My Funeral (sav nna)

Once upon a time everything felt right
She was so unaware
I despise her overemphasized reliance

She had dreams
Her and her crazy mind
She was 17, fearless ambitious stubborn and free

I miss it when he hadn't passed away
I miss is when i had a lot of friends
I miss it, mh, i miss it
I miss it who she was, where is she
She looks like me but im not her, mh

I wanna be where you are again
I wanna learn to be your friend again
You and i
I wanna see your creative mind again
I wanna see you hopeful as you were
Me and you
Line over line will it happen
Secret cries, secret hurtings
Stuff only my demons know about
It's been a while i haven't felt like me
I feel like she passed away
In 2019

Im sorry babe
I'm letting you down
This wasn't planned
Your future self hates it here

Will it ever stop? i wanna make it through, or does she
This sense of wrongness running through my mind

Holding strong, onto nothing
I am slowly sinking
I'll destroy every time machine you mustn't see this

There were things i didn't know still
I was doing good
Whos the one staring back at me
I'm so concerned, mh

My friends know her
I don't anymore
I feel like somebody i no
Longer know, mh
Who tf am i?
I wanna be where you are again
I wanna learn to be your friend again
You and i
I wanna see your creative mind again
I wanna see you hopeful as you were
Me and you

Line over line will it happen
Secret cries, secret hurtings
Stuff only my demons know about
It's been a while i haven't felt like me
I feel like she passed away
In 2019

I've become my own slave please have mercy with me sir
I need guidance at all costs to get where i need to be x5
I need my enemy to succeed
I hate competitions

I wanna be where you are again
I wanna learn to be your friend again
You and i

I wanna see your creative mind again
I wanna see you hopeful as you were
Me and you
Line over line will it happen
Secret cries, secret hurtings
Stuff only my demons know about
It's been a while i haven't felt like me
I feel like she passed away
In 2019