[Lyric] My Philosophy (AzmaH)

Once upon a time a long time ago
Life was straight forward man, just so simple
I wish I could go back, to the good old days
Where all I had to do was, smile eat and play

Now I got some worries stacked up in my head
I spend countless nights lyin’ awake in my bed
My time in university is coming to an end
So I need to figure out how I’ma pay back all I spent

Student loans got me stressing, I need to find a job
But a bachelors in science won’t be getting paid a lot
That’s why I need to find a more lucrative alternative
All these big decisions got me wishing I was still a kid

Sometimes its hard to sleep, sometimes its hard to eat
At the end of the day, I just wanna succeed
Sometimes its hard to breathe, sometimes its hard to see
At the end of the day I just wanna succeed

The egotistic prophecy is that I’ll be a prodigy
And hopefully impress you with this twisted philosophy
I’m giving out lobotomies, replacing your brain lobes
Implanting my psychology, using these metal probes
I just want you to comprehend the weight of what I’m telling you
I know that it ain't easy but this knowledge is incredibe
The choices that you make today are gonna shape your life
So you better weigh your options out and hope they turn out right

As a kid I had dreams of being a doctor
But now I’m thinking twice man I’m really not that sure
My life at a crossroads, I need to take a turn
One way I’ll succeed, maybe one way I’ll get burned

I got a lot of options man, I’m not giving up
I may not be a doctor but I’ll still be rich as fuck
One day I’ll look back at this moment in my life
And thank myself for doing something that I like

You can measure success, in many different ways
And 90% of you, believe its getting paid
Along with getting pussy, yeah I’m talking getting laid
People talk a lot of shit and never back up what they say

I want something else, I mean fame would be sick
But I’m just tryin’ to be a bit realistic
My dream is to live happily with family and friends
I guess you could say, all I want’s a happy end…

Ing, Ha, Don’t do it
I wanted this track to be something you could cruise with
Rewriting lines in my mind all the time
Its insane how fast I can change up all my rhymes
Sometimes its hard to sleep, sometimes its hard to eat
At the end of the day, I just wanna succeed
Sometimes its hard to breathe, sometimes its hard to see
At the end of the day I just wanna succeed

Time to relax, I don’t want you stressing out
I guess the moral of the story is not to fuck about
When the time comes, you need to think and make a choice
Deep inside your mind you need to listen to that voice

I know this is intuitive, and I sound like a clueless kid
But I’m just having fun with it, so why don’t you just run with it
Try to believe, that I would never deceive
Just passing on my words, as opposed to my seed

One day I’ll leave a legacy, for each and every enemy
Hidden in these melodies, and they’ll think that its heresy
Till they listen closer and they finally understand
I’m not talking shit, I’m supplying the demand

Till that day comes, I’ll just stick to what I’m best at
Writing shitty rhymes, in my bedroom by my desk lamp
I look forward to the future cuz I know its looking good
Fingers crossed that I don’t ever end up in the hood