[Lyric] My Story (Yungboi10k)

[intro]
Nooooooo
Ayyyyyyyy
Yungboi10k
Dark sins dark sins

[verse 1]
Smoking weed every night
People say it helps for this pain im tryna fight
So im selling all these drugs kuz i always think its right
I dont know whats wrong with me but im tryna fix my life
Then this girl came ain't no telling where shes from
I looked into her eyes i could tell that she one
She like hey lemme fix u i kud tell theres something wrong
Shes like i know i could get rid of the pain thats in ur eyes

So lets go back to march 21st
When my grandma passed away i was feeling so hurt
Always telling people that im going with her
So they put me in a hospital that made me feel worse
Then, a couple months passed
Feeling all this pain again tryna make it last
Then i wrote a letter telling fam that i passed
So i took like 7 pills then the cops came in fast
[Chorus]
So im back in the hospital
Tryna find my way back home
Tryna find my way back home yeah
Tryna find my way back home yeah
Tryna find my way back home yeah

So im back in the hospital
Tryna find my way back home
Tryna find my way back home yeah
Tryna find my way back home yeah

[verse 2]
Then
There was this girl that i met
We was in the hospital
We started being friends
She made me feel something
That ive never felt before
So i told her all my storys
That made her wanna help more

I told her ab a story ab all the drugs i did
Told her how i fought a kid
Then left him in a ditch
I even told her ab all the lootings that i did
Told her how im bad i dont think i should live
The things that she said to me
Let me try to fix u
U jus need all the trust in me
Forget ab ur past
U just need to try and change for me
Dont forget im always here its jus gonna be you nd me
These feelings i have never felt
She was always there for me
Everytime my life was hell
So i always check up on her
To make sure that shes doing well
If u need me on a mission i swear that ill never fail

[Chorus]
So im back in the hospital
Tryna find my way back home
Tryna find my way back home yeah
Tryna find my way back home yeah
Tryna find my way back home yeah

So im back in the hospital
Tryna find my way back home
Tryna find my way back home yeah
Tryna find my way back home yeah
Tryna find my way back home yeah

[outro}
Fr suicide ain't worth
U think cutting and taking pills is gonna help it
Its jus gon make it worse u dont wanna be selfish
Kuz trust me ur gonna pass it on to someone else
It ain't worth it
Trust me our family need us out here
U got a long future ahead of you
Suicide ain't gon do shit
Tell urself
Your worth it