[Lyric] Myself (M.U.N. ZAY)

[Chorus]
I can't be myself, no I can't be myself
When I ever do it never ends well
I got my bags ready Imma take a trip to Hell
Oh wait nevermind I was already there
Feeling of dispair they were always there
When my demons come it's in a pair

[Verse]
Depression and anxiety killing my sobriety
You said it was forever girl why would lie to me
Well there goes my one day of sobriety
Got to start again like this amеnds my sins
I've done a lot of wrongs it's the еvil that's within
Please forgive my sins he never listens
I think I do too much
I think I took too much
I'm seeing stars now take some more to boost me up
That's how I felt watch my heart melt
But it ain't by your warm touch it's by the flames of Hell
Things not going well
Feelings never swell
All I do is dwell
Focused on the past my demons on my ass
I couldn't even do my work too high up in the class
I can't go back to that feeling knew it wouldn't last
I've been sober for 3 years time to relapse
Aye, I'm just kidding
Who I'm shitting, I miss the drugs, I miss the love
I still hate the one above
I need to make amends, maybe forget my friends
Leave em in the past like my feelings they won't last
[Chorus]
I can't be myself, no I can't be myself
When I ever do it never ends well
I got my bags ready Imma take a trip to Hell
Oh wait nevermind I was already there
Feeling of dispair they were always there
When my demons come it's in a pair

[Verse]
Torn between sides
I can't sleep at night
Giving me a fright
Angels on my left demons on my right
I can't really fight no I can't fight
Which one is right, Imma take my demons
They've been here for the longest
There the words of reason
I'm committing treason
I'm rooting for the wrong maybe cus it's right
I just roll along feeding them my songs
They just want more
I just give more
Sipping lean galore
I'm forevermore, under their spell
Trapped inside a Hell made from my own mind
I need to slow down on the drinks I'm running out of time
[Chorus]
I can't be myself, no I can't be myself
When I ever do it never ends well
I got my bags ready Imma take a trip to Hell
Oh wait nevermind I was already there
Feeling of despair they were always there
When my demons come it's in a pair