[Lyric] Mystery (Despair)

I need to stop this
Got no options
Body filled up with the toxins
I need to drop this
Clear my conscience
All this pain it feels so constant

Do you still think of me
Or am I in a dream
How can I feel so free
Love so dirty, you make me clean

Suppress my memories
The things I do, they worry me
Respect my boundaries
How I feel its a mystery