[Lyric] Nahui eto vsyo (NXOV)

В двадцать лет я выстрелю в себя из папиной винтовки

You're always so full of surprises, Kay
I admit that you should be given more credit
Like first time we talked you have told me some stories
About your school like how much you were hated
Or how you are planning on shooting yourself
With your father's rifle when you'll be 20
Cause what you are telling me now is once again
Something I never have fucking expected

I can't utter words that would describe what you have done
I know i'll never write a song that would describe this thing at all
No matter why you did it i don't really want to know, please
Just give me a second i have trouble finding words

K, i will be honest i don't fucking understand it
This is so fucking surreal that I can't make any sense of it
But i promised to be there no matter what will happen
Everyone has problems and the distance doesn't make things better
I get what you say for me it's also hard to process
But everything that happened doesn't change what i think of you
Even though the situation's looking pretty awful
It will take some time but we'll be able to get over it
I just
Want to
Ask

You to
Let me
Know

You don't
Have to
Say
It's fine

If anything
Is
Starting
To go
The wrong
Way

I just
Want to
Ask

Please just
Let me
Know