[Lyric] New Does Not Exist (Onat nol)

I've been looking for you
I've been looking up and down, left and right
Hoping we could be together for the last night
Watching your eyes as they wander their way in scenery
I wanna hold your hands for all the [??]
So what do you say darling
Trying any chance of forgiveness?
To have any chance of love again
I hold your [??] hold your [??] and all the random chats
I miss you
I can't believe I believed a perfection [??]
I was [??]
No matter where I am
No matter who I am
No matter what time it is
I'm always lost in translation
In the middle of all these stupid sciencе [??]
There's nothing I can do [??]
Have nobody
Talkеd to
Have nobody to
To [??]
I cannot relive my memories [??] remind me of all the shit that I've been through the past couple years
It just makes me upset overall
As I look around there's new people I never [??]
There's no such thing as a new or [??]
There's no new
New is only a new fangled word
That's used by humans
There's no new
New does not exist
New does not exist