[Lyric] Newtons apple (Misery For The Midwest)

The sunlight through my window
Streams down on me
And it hurts my eyes

I hate living like like this
But what a shame, it would be to die

Lie to me and tell me
That I’m, doing just fine

Got a rope around my neck
And the end at my side

But I never wanted this

Keep me in the palm of your hand
Tell me that you understand
Make me feel I’ll be okay
Even if it’s not today

Hate me make me want to cry
Yesterday was a new life
I spent thе first of days inside
I just hate the pain of living
Wokе up with a comma
Stuck on the transcript of my brain

Hesitation gluing me down
I’m still stuck in one place

Everyone is moving forward
I’m just trying to ignore

The drag of responsibility
I don’t want to face the scene

I never wanted this

Glorifying all my pain
Nothing left here to gain
Acid wash to my brain
Wipe away all the pain

I think that it’s time to change
I’m still stuck on yesterday
Kanashimi daisuki
I’m so tired of misery

I just want to be happy
But fake happy is the best I have
Misery loses meaning
When you say it so much
But it’s better than sad

Memories are taffy
Sweet but eventually
They’re just stuck

Every noise is staticy
And my visions covered
By a grey fuzz

All I want is to be loved
Living is just not enough
Worse than what I thought it would
I want to replace it

Hate me make me want to die
Yesterday was a new life
I spent the first days inside
I just hate the pain of living

Hope you miss me so much
That the thought of me is too much to bear

Hope I’ve left impressions on your heart
I hope it gives you hell for years
I’ve been sinking but I’m still
Cruising down life like a landslide

Explosions rattling aluminum
Walls
In the bomb shelter of my mind

I swear I never asked for this!

Toxic positivity
Social anxiety
Winning with the little things
Counting dollars, losing sleep

Hate me make me want to die
Yesterday was a new life
Today is a new day to try
I just know that I’ll waste it

I’m okay
Life is great
Living was my first mistake
All I say is just a lie
Cross my heart and beg to die

All I know is falling down
Everything is turning out
Worse than what I thought it would
I want to replace it

Hate me make me want to die
Yesterday was a new life
I spent the first days inside
I just hate the pain of living
And I
I just hate the pain of living
And I
I just hate the pain of living