[Lyric] Nights I Dont Remember (Lily Forte)

[Verse 1]
I drink my coffee black, so I can’t taste the sweetness I lack
I lose myself for days, maybe months, I should rephrase
I’ve grown up a million times, living on my own, nowhere’s home
I mess up everything, I never answer when my phone rings

[Chorus]
I wish I could get back the nights I don’t remember
I wish I could go back to the month of December
Things were simple, I was able to feel
My heart wasn’t broken, so now I’m just hoping it heals

[Verse 2]
I’m so scared of aging; the days feel long but time is fading
I can’t cry in the shower; I think thе water flow makes it lose its powеr
I won’t wear your jacket home, I way too used to being alone
I never win, but I come close- that’s why I reach for another dose

[Chorus]
I wish I could get back the nights I don’t remember
I wish I could go back to the month of December
Things were simple, I was able to feel
My heart wasn’t broken, so now I’m just hoping it heals