[Lyric] Niksen (Josh DWH)

Yeah
Yeah

I was contemplating showing up
I couldn’t even get up out of bed
I been paranoid, tryna fill a void
I think it’s all up in my head
Ain’t no holding back, i seem to notice that the world’ll leave you out for dead
Don’t get caught up on the web
You better go and get yo bread 
I was contemplating showing up
I couldn’t even get up out of bed
I been paranoid, tryna fill a void
I think it’s all up in my head
Ain’t no holding back, i seem to notice that the world’ll leave you out for dead
Don’t get caught up on the web
You better go and get yo bread

You could make up what you want
But all you left with is excuses
I’m getting so sick of facades 
It really got me acting ruthless
(What else?)
I couldn’t tell you where the roof is
(Where?)
I look in the mirror, the truth is
(Where?)
Right up in your eyes, i see right thru the lies
I’m giving lessons how to do this
Class is in session, 
I learned to be humble thru out my progression
I was just steady battling depression, 
Whenever you hating, you blocking a blessing 
That’s insult to injury 
(What else?)
Company loves misery 
(What else?)
Pain hit everybody differently 
I couldn’t tell you what it did to me
Are you kidding me?
I had woke up in the morning
Couldn’t find a reason
Everything in flames 
It’s a daily struggle
If you never hustle, nothing’s ever gonna change 
So i tried to go outside
I couldn’t help but feeling strange 
Now they got me in the frame
I guess i’ll go apply the pain 
I was contemplating showing up
I couldn’t even get up out of bed
I been paranoid, tryna fill a void
I think it’s all up in my head
Ain’t no holding back, i seem to notice that the world’ll leave you out for dead
Don’t get caught up on the web
You better go and get yo bread 
I was contemplating showing up
I couldn’t even get up out of bed
I been paranoid, tryna fill a void
I think it’s all up in my head
Ain’t no holding back, i seem to notice that the world’ll leave you out for dead
Don’t get caught up on the web
You better go and get yo bread


If i told you that today was yo last 
Tell me how you would spend it?
(How?)
I would tell my boss to get off my dick
Cap the text and then send it
(Get off my dick!)
I’m so glad i’m independent
Cause can’t nobody be the boss of me
I feel like can’t nobody talk to me
I end up staring at ‘em awkwardly
I woke up with a choice, 
Power in my voice
I think it’s time to put the work in 
(Go put the work in)
I haven’t been this focused since i really started
Recognize a different version
I ain’t overexerting 
(Nope)
For all the nights i was hurting
Even tho i be determined 
I know that none of this for certain 
Sometimes i wake up and i feel confused, 
But today i find a purpose
Ima go and find the strength to keep it pushing cause I’m sick of Feeling worthless 
(Sick of it)
I don’t question my heart
(Never)
I feel that music’s my arc 
(Uh huh)
I know that life be so scripted
(Yeah)
I'm just playing my part 
I was contemplating showing up
I couldn’t even get up out of bed
I been paranoid, tryna fill a void
I think it’s all up in my head
Ain’t no holding back, i seem to notice that the world’ll leave you out for dead
Don’t get caught up on the web
You better go and get yo bread 
I was contemplating showing up
I couldn’t even get up out of bed
I been paranoid, tryna fill a void
I think it’s all up in my head
Ain’t no holding back, i seem to notice that the world’ll leave you out for dead
Don’t get caught up on the web
You better go and get yo bread