[Lyric] No Holiday / Excite Again (String Machine)

It's like they leave me out just to leave me in
But wedge me out when I try to wedge me in
It was holiday with friends
But now I feel no holiday again

I'll pretend it's fun to pretend with everyone

So many calls on my birthday
Couldn't answer but could feel vibrate
Screen is shattered, looks like spiderwebs
I won't let it take my day
Leave work early, fake family emergency
I feel no holiday again

I'll pretend it's fun to pretend with everyone

You say I don't do much
You say I don't say much

Merry go round the sun
You spun barbwire into a crown
So vultures wouldn't be scratching their talons into your halo
But how can I excite you again
If I can't even excite myself again?
Excite again, excite again
When my head feels great but in a numb way
My head feels great but in a dumb way