[Lyric] Not okay (Shamel T)

[Intro: Shamel & Vicky]
There’s a difference between Dependency and Love, Shamel
I'm aware
What do you have then?
I don’t know anymore. I don't know

[Verse 1]
She gon play with my emotions
Get me hooked like a potion
Drown myself in the ocean
Run around, with a deadly notion
I don't think I'll be okay
But I continue to go out my way
Figuring out, it's part of your play
Yay, Isaac, tricked again today
I'm (not)
Going to lie when all you do is continue to hurt me
I'm (not)
Going to pretend like I'm in this amazing state of comfy
I'm (not)
Going to let you use me then you desert me
I'm (not)
Going to pretend like we don't have those memories
I'm not
[Chorus]
I'm not okay (not okay)
Put my feelings on display (feelings on display)
I wish I could change (I could change)
I pretend to be okay (pretend to be okay)

I'm not okay (not okay)
Put my feelings on display (feelings on display)
I wish I could change
I pretend to be okay, but I'm not

I'm not okay (not okay)
Put my feelings on display (feelings on display)
I wish I could change (I could change)
I pretend to be okay (pretend to be okay)

I'm not okay (not okay)
Put my feelings on display (feelings on display)
I wish I could change
I pretend to be okay, but I'm not

[Verse 2]
I'm not okay
Put it on display
Let it replay
Last time I had a good day
December 8th
Lay, felt like it was a birthday
But then I realized I'm in bed with a liar
Here comes betray
Tell us what broke you today
Lay
Lay Down and Pray
(Pray) And pretend to be okay
Go ahead and call me your fucking dork
Then run around and play me like a fucking sport
You'll find out I'm snatching the ball right from your court
I'm tired of this shit
Don't call me your dork
This isn't funny
I'm not getting played anymore
I'm (tired)
Tired of lying
Tired of arguing
Tired of fighting
I'm (tired)
Tired of wanting to be loved
Is that too much to ask of
Hands dirty, but I wear clean gloves now
No kingdom, I'm a man without a crown
Don't like to say the things I feel now
I'm not scared, but
I scream when you're not around
I'm tired
[Chorus]
I'm not okay (not okay)
Put my feelings on display (feelings on display)
I wish I could change (I could change)
I pretend to be okay (pretend to be okay)

I'm not okay (not okay)
Put my feelings on display (feelings on display)
I wish I could change
I pretend to be okay, but I'm not

I'm not okay (not okay)
Put my feelings on display (feelings on display)
I wish I could change (I could change)
I pretend to be okay (pretend to be okay)

I'm not okay (not okay)
Put my feelings on display (feelings on display)
I wish I could change
I pretend to be okay, but I'm not

[Outro: Shamel & unnamed]
Baby, I love you
Baby, I love you
I love you too
What you doing?
(Thanks again Vicky)
(I pretend to be okay, but I'm not)