[Lyric] NOT OKAY (thisisgrant)

Am I supposed to feel okay
'Cause the atmosphere is so strange
Laying down and doing nothing
All I feel is my own shame

I understand that it's my last days
And now I barely even write things, oh no wait
What I'm doing now is so fake
But I know that it's just too late

Hey now, hey now
Hey now, hey now
I'm in pain now, pain now
Pain now, pain now

Hey now, hey now
Hey now, hey now
Can you tell I'm not okay now, 'kay now
Okay now, 'kay now

Wish I was sipping on some champagne
'Cause that means we're celebrating
I'm still out here I'm still waiting
All this attention I am craving
And I look back at my past
Man that shit go real fast
You then ask me how it was I say I don't know
All I know is all my friends gotta keep them close

I don't know, you don't know
Where to go, where to go
Make a show, make a show

Hey now, hey now
Hey now, hey now
I'm in pain now, pain now
Pain now, pain now

Hey now, hey now
Hey now, hey now
Can you tell I'm not okay now, 'kay now
Okay now, 'kay now

She say she want long distance
I don't feel like I'm persistent, for instance
She just goes do what she want, no resistance
Then she wants me for a day but I listen, no

This shit's going too quick
Only down for a week then I feel sick
Had my trust now it's gone, I have nothing
Left in dust, all alone, can you relate?
Got me thinking what is wrong with ya
Almost caught myself writing silly songs bout ya
Ay you leaving with your bag with ya, bad whether
Or not you stop and drop all your sad letters

Pause (two, three)
And think
About all moments that we shared it was good was it
I just wish that there was more of it
I just wish that there was more of it

I don't know, you don't know
Where to go, where to go
Make a show, make a show

Hey now, hey now
Hey now, hey now
I'm in pain now, pain now
Pain now, pain now (ah)

Hey now, hey now
Hey now, hey now
Can you tell I'm not okay now, 'kay now
Okay now, 'kay now

Hey now, hey now (I don't believe in memories)
Hey now, hey now (I don't believe in memories)
I'm in pain now, pain now (I don't believe in memories)
Pain now, pain now (I don't, I don't, you don't, you don't)
Hey now, hey now (Don't believe in memories)
Hey now, hey now (Don't believe in memories)
Can you tell I'm not okay now, 'kay now (Don't believe in memories)
Okay now, 'kay now (I don't, I don't, you don't, you don't)