I know it's not your kind of party
Drinking out with friends and dancing wildly
That's how our night should be going
But you find me crying my eyes out on my couch
I've never been one for parties
I'd rather celebrate quietly
Without having to exaggerate myself
Come across as a loud girl
Maybe it's just my anxiety
You know it does me wrong
It leaves me wanting to curl up in a ball
I hate my swirling thoughts
I've never been able to enjoy a jumping dancing mess
I get overwhelmed by stress
I don't like the way I dance
My mind runs marathons and leaves my social skills at the starting line
I'm caught off guard by all the chatter, I
I think I just want to cry
I know it's not your kind of party
Drinking out with friends and dancing wildly
That's how our night should be going
But you find me crying my eyes out on my couch
With streamers falling around me
Balloons hitting the ceiling
Tears falling through my fingers
I cry along to the beat of the song
I know it's not your kind of party
But if you sit next to me it could be our kind of party
When I break down like this
There's never someone there to cheer me up
Tell me it'll all turn out okay
To let my tears fall away
I never have the backup I need
But now I have you
And I'm really hoping you show me that you're the one I've been looking for
I've never been able to enjoy a jumping dancing mess
I get overwhelmed by stress
I don't like the way I dance
My mind runs marathons and leaves my social skills at the starting line
I'm caught off guard by all the chatter, I
I think I just want to cry
I know it's not your kind of party
Drinking out with friends and dancing wildly
That's how our night should be going
But you find me crying my eyes out on my couch
With streamers falling around me
Balloons hitting the ceiling
Tears falling through my fingers
I cry along to the beat of the song
I know it's not your kind of party
But if you sit next to me it could be our kind of party
I always feel the need to apologize for my anxiety
Cuz that's what people have told me to do
But now I have someone
To take my hand
And help me understand
That it does not define me
One day I'll be able to enjoy a jumping dancing mess
I won't get overwhelmed by stress
I'll like the way I dance
My mind will go on a morning jog instead of run
With a special someone
I won't be caught off guard by all the chatter, I
I know I won't want to cry
But you won't push me
So until then
I know it's not your kind of party
Drinking out with friends and dancing wildly
That's how our night should be going
But you find me crying my eyes out on my couch
With streamers falling around me
Balloons hitting the ceiling
Tears falling through my fingers
I cry along to the beat of the song
I know it's not your kind of party
But if you sit next to me it could be our kind of party
Drinking out with friends and dancing wildly
That's how our night should be going
But you find me crying my eyes out on my couch
I've never been one for parties
I'd rather celebrate quietly
Without having to exaggerate myself
Come across as a loud girl
Maybe it's just my anxiety
You know it does me wrong
It leaves me wanting to curl up in a ball
I hate my swirling thoughts
I've never been able to enjoy a jumping dancing mess
I get overwhelmed by stress
I don't like the way I dance
My mind runs marathons and leaves my social skills at the starting line
I'm caught off guard by all the chatter, I
I think I just want to cry
I know it's not your kind of party
Drinking out with friends and dancing wildly
That's how our night should be going
But you find me crying my eyes out on my couch
With streamers falling around me
Balloons hitting the ceiling
Tears falling through my fingers
I cry along to the beat of the song
I know it's not your kind of party
But if you sit next to me it could be our kind of party
When I break down like this
There's never someone there to cheer me up
Tell me it'll all turn out okay
To let my tears fall away
I never have the backup I need
But now I have you
And I'm really hoping you show me that you're the one I've been looking for
I've never been able to enjoy a jumping dancing mess
I get overwhelmed by stress
I don't like the way I dance
My mind runs marathons and leaves my social skills at the starting line
I'm caught off guard by all the chatter, I
I think I just want to cry
I know it's not your kind of party
Drinking out with friends and dancing wildly
That's how our night should be going
But you find me crying my eyes out on my couch
With streamers falling around me
Balloons hitting the ceiling
Tears falling through my fingers
I cry along to the beat of the song
I know it's not your kind of party
But if you sit next to me it could be our kind of party
I always feel the need to apologize for my anxiety
Cuz that's what people have told me to do
But now I have someone
To take my hand
And help me understand
That it does not define me
One day I'll be able to enjoy a jumping dancing mess
I won't get overwhelmed by stress
I'll like the way I dance
My mind will go on a morning jog instead of run
With a special someone
I won't be caught off guard by all the chatter, I
I know I won't want to cry
But you won't push me
So until then
I know it's not your kind of party
Drinking out with friends and dancing wildly
That's how our night should be going
But you find me crying my eyes out on my couch
With streamers falling around me
Balloons hitting the ceiling
Tears falling through my fingers
I cry along to the beat of the song
I know it's not your kind of party
But if you sit next to me it could be our kind of party
( Faith Guppy )
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