[Lyric] Nothing Really Matters Now (Qaayel)

Right when you think this can't get any worse
When you come to realize It's a gift and a curse you've been given
And In a blink of an eye you regret
Everything that you left undone at your end
And kept living, yeah you kept living

And If I get to let It all out
I'll be fine they said
I keep on rhyming things I don't mean
I keep on fighting all of my fears
I keep on rhyming and rhyming
And If I get to let It all out
I'll be fine they said
I keep on rhyming things I don't mean
I keep on fighting all of my fears
I keep on rhyming and rhyming

I've been feeling goddamn down
I couldn't dry my tears alone
Does It really matter now?
Some shit I've done three years ago
Believe me now I'm a changed man
I outran my fears and losses
Left them In the upside down
'cause nothing really matters now
Now It's too late to worry about a damn thing
I'm six feet under
Miss being under your spell
Now It's too late to worry about a damn thing
I'm six feet under
Miss being under your spell

I’m well aware now
I’m right where I should be
Just take good care now
I’m as far as I could be

How could you not leave a path to trace?
How could you not be the one who takes
My hands and lift me up there

This pit doesn’t spook me out anymore
This bed doesn’t fit my soul like before
I hate where i’m heading
I hate that I’m letting go off every single second
This pit doesn’t spook me out anymore
This bed doesn’t fit my soul like before
I hate where i’m heading
I hate that I’m letting go off every single second

I've been feeling goddamn down
I couldn't dry my tears alone
Does It really matter now?
Some shit I've done three years ago
Believe me now I'm a changed man
I outran my fears and losses
Left them In the upside down
'cause nothing really matters now
Now It's too late to worry about a damn thing
I'm six feet under
Miss being under your spell
Now It's too late to worry about a damn thing
I'm six feet under
Miss being under your spell

Now It's too late to worry about a damn thing
I'm six feet under
Miss being under your spell
Now It's too late to worry about a damn thing
I'm six feet under
Miss being under your spell