[Lyric] Notice (Jaynie)

Verse:
Covered up in lies
When they ask I’m fine
It’s like I almost believe em’
Everything I’m creating
I think I might this time
I’ll be better somehow
We all got love for the weekends
And I said I was eager

Chorus:
So if I only try
Fake a smile
Say I’m good
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they won’t notice
But I only cry
Waste my time
Feeling blue
Hanging with my emotions
Hoping that they won't notice
I know I try
I know I hide
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they won’t notice x2

Verse:
Now’s it’s ten o’clock
I don’t like small talk
It’s like I’m searching for reasons
To get closer to leaving
Already used my cards
And you’re already bored
Yeah guess I’ve never been decent
At the smooth conversations

Chorus:
So if I only try
Fake a smile
Say I’m good
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they won’t notice
But I only cry
Waste my time
Feeling blue
Hanging with my emotions
Hoping that they will notice
I know I try
I know I hide
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they won’t notice x2

Mid8:
But the truth is I’d rather stay home
Watching some old TV show
So I can escape the world
Pretending I’m just like her
Tell em’ I’m full of regret
So I don’t have to to feel bad
Yeah this time was different
But I know it don’t make sense

Chorus:
So if I only try
Fake a smile
Say I’m good
Lock it up for the moment
Hoping that they won’t notice
But I only cry
Waste my time
Feeling blue
Hanging with my emotions
Hoping that they will notice
I know I try
I know I hide
Lock it up for the moment Hoping that they won’t notice x2