[Lyric] ​​novocaine (morgan bates)

[Verse: morgan bates]
I just need to let it go
Been so long inside this room
Confess what i already know
Try to cut through all the lies
And all the ties
Before i go
Remember times
When my life
Didn't feel so slow
Another crack in the wall
Another rip on the carpet
Made a mess of it all
Wish that nobody saw it
Turned my back to it all
Its all just negative progress
And nowadays its just all stress

[Verse: GRAIN]
Carry all the weight on my back
Dont hold your breath
I am not ok this is all an act
Wake up every day
Mask the pain like novacaine
I dont have a clue
What to do
I just watch myself fall apart
It ain't nothin new
Im so used to not showing you my scars
[Verse: morgan bates]
Told myself that this would be the last time
I ran out of all the things i use to pass time
And last night
I was up thinking bout the past
And how everything good in my life doesn't last
So just take it all away from me
I dont want you saving me