[Lyric] Numb (Victorious Zay)

Live my life like an Outkast just saying Hey Ya (Hey Ya)
Bitches on my dick ain't believing in God (Damn)
Some call em emo I'm calling 'em goth
Either way they gon slob on my knob, yeah
It's that eastside westside as far it goes
20 pack 30 pack 40 and more
I got demons, skeletons all on my throne
Plus my crazy ex bitch won't leave me alone
Watchu know about endless nights tossing and turning
Defenseless frights it all ends with the burning
My halos cracked and my crossed is tossed
I'm all alone in the city just me and my thoughts

Nowadays dawg I'm just losing myself
Don't even feel alive in this place called hell
Only 19 years old in a world so cold
Numb to all the pain that remains up in my soul
Nowadays dawg I'm just losing myself
Don't even feel alive in this place called hell
Only 19 years old in a world so cold
Numb to all the pain that remains up in my soul
19 years old
In the city where they know me
Hating ass niggas
Ducking low cuz they phony
If we talkin' business
Then the moneys what you show me
I be chasing paper
But this shit ain't ever folding

What's worse
Cheesy ass niggas
Or rats chasing cheddar
Life's like a mouse trap
And I exterminate better
Victorious the name
Golden ticket in my letter
Zay be shooting shots
That'll never hit the tether

Nowadays dawg I'm just losing myself
Don't even feel alive in this place called hell
Only 19 years old in a world so cold
Numb to all the pain that remains up in my soul
Nowadays dawg I'm just losing myself
Don't even feel alive in this place called hell
Only 19 years old in a world so cold
Numb to all the pain that remains up in my soul