[Lyric] Old Times (Alkolol)

Alkolol - Old Times...
I got reminded by my close friend
Here it goes...

When I'm high, I still feel low
When I try, this is for real yo
When I cry, I feel like weirdo
But still though...
I rap and rehearse
I don't want to be first
I just want to quench my thirst
But then flow of energy makes a burst

Refren:
Hook in this song
Is for beat cause it's long
I'm becoming strong
Pain following all along

I'm also getting scared
Cause I got blinded by a flare
Dreaming about a bear
I wake up and still ensnared
Ensnared by the past
I always finish last
Gotta get this off fast
This pressure in my chest

So I record songs,just to share my thoughts
I don't want to win, I know I've already lost
Most of love and lust and all of my trust
Now I'm going to bust, everyone that's unjust,,
Even though I must've crossed
Paths with someone that I disgust...
And she threw dust...

In my eyes,now I just can't cry
This is no lie,still not sure why
And that's why I get high
I don't want to get burned or fried
So I'll rely on friends that stand by my side
But I won't run and hide...
I gotta try...

Try and bring the old times back
I wanna collect,reflect and get
Back respect,ah what the heck
I'm not black,and that's why I can't rap
Called retrospect, which you neglect
This is not an act, of hostility or anything like that
It's what people think... but I ain't so bad...
Refren:
Hook in this song
Is for beat cause it's long
I'm becoming strong
Pain following all along

I'm also getting scared
Cause I got blinded by a flare
Dreaming about a bear
I wake up and still ensnared

I'm not the one pretending
That my life story's ending
I'll keep on defending
Because I'm the best in

Doing what, I feel I got to
I'll keep on doing it, because I have to blast through
All the obstacles and give you blessed truth
So don't start with saying for me "fast... shoot!"
And don't be mad at me for having have passed you
It's just for a bit of glory, I cannot outlast you
And that's true...

I'm not a star material
I'm more for motto on the cereals
I truly have seen it all
The wars,the love, and coolest stereo
But I'm not here to brag
Or promote my causes
I'm here for the laugh
And hopefully some applauses
Hopefully no chokes
And no bloody pauses
Let's keep the genre rocking
And let's kill santa clauses

Refren:
Hook in this song
Is for beat cause it's long
I'm becoming strong
Pain following all along

I'm also getting scared
Cause I got blinded by a flare
Dreaming about a bear
I wake up and still ensnared

I'm getting the slapping
Tripped by the stepping
I'll keep on rapping
Because something bad happened

Beast inside me is waking
My arms are shaking
Walls that I built are breaking
You think that I'm faking
I'm hungry for some bacon
I'm a legend in the making

I won't ever lie, nor will I hide
The truth, which I'm holding inside
I'm prepared to fight
To make things right
Gotta end this song
Because the beast...
Is no longer inside...MWAHAHAHA

Thank you Sara
You reminded me
Of what I really am
I'm savior
And I'm here to save you

Alkolol...out