[Lyric] On my own (Tyse Nett)

[Verse 1]
You enjoy a disappointment
Fill my void with love it still destroys me
"Tyse remember me when you're famous" you’re annoying
Fake friends only hang with me so they can look cool
Real friends understand that things I've been put through
I'm a good dude but someday might seem rude
I’m nothing without this
My hometown is proud
While I drown in my doubt because love can't be found here
But out there is a different world
I could get the girls that I never could have
Got a pedеstal that I never stood on but
I'm standing up to evеry stupid bully
Trying to put a bullet in a music dream
Yeah well... (look at me)
One right then two wrongs
Write three songs you forgot
Bought five drinks got six on
Missed seven text and eight call
Made nine friends cause I lost ten
They're all gone there's only the feeling of loneness
I still hold onto em
[Chorus]
On my own, on my own
I got no one
It's the life I've always chose
Live with hurt and nobody knows of
On my own, On my own
Growing up trying find a home
I don't know where I can go when it gets lonely
On my
On my own, on my own
I got no one
It’s the life I’ve always chose
Live with hurt and nobody knows of
On my own, On my own
Growing up trying find a home
I don't know where I can go when it gets lonely
On my own

[Verse 2]
I don’t wanna worry about the bills that I don't pay
Say "I'm brave" imma kill myself trying to be this great
Take another pill haven't slept in days
Drink my pain when I see myself
Wanna hit him in the face because
I don’t change being everything I hate
Got a little bit of faith
So I gave my all cause I give it if it takes
But I've always been afraid to be the person that I blame
With the words upon a page that I'm hurting everyday
But it put me in a grave losing all my friends cause I told myself
They were always in the way
Things I wonder, will I ever be the same again?
Wake up sick of the daydreams
Maybe I should really run away now though
I'm the biggest joke you'll ever know of
Oh take a deep breath
Problem is I got no self-esteem
I feel so weak I need someone to lean on
I can barley stand on my own two feet
Yeah, I carry weight trying to people please
I hurt way more then I let you see
Because for me it's called complaining
I can't be a human being
Yeah, let my socials feed my ego
But attention never heals you
Leaving people that mistreat me
Need a place were I'll be peaceful
Everybody see me but nobody sees me
These are thoughts that roam inside my head
I'm on my own
[Chorus]
On my own, on my own
I got no one
It's the life I've always chose
Live with hurt and nobody knows of
On my own, On my own
Growing up trying find a home
I don't know where I can go when it gets lonely
On my
On my own, on my own
I got no one
It's the life I've always chose
Live with hurt and nobody knows of
On my own, On my own
Growing up trying find a home
I don't know where I can go when it gets lonely
On my

[Verse 3]
Let's tell the truth
I don't spend my any time with the family
Family times were lectures come in opened handed
It makes me anxious bring the past up until I panic
Mom's and dad's won't like to hear when they go wrong or understand it
So they say that we attack them
Don't you dare go misinterpret me cause you don't know enough
If you hear this then don't be dumb
I don't hate my family I just love them way too much
Everybody needs some love
Lately it just feels like I don't got none (nope)
On my own
Trying to grow up
Be the man that people hold for
Open doors, they say we're closed
On my own
I'll handle stress
Battle pressure
Make you smile when masking my depression
Act defensive when you ask if I need help
On my own
I start to cry
Everyday I doubt my life
Wonder why I sacrifice so much on
Something that could die and if I quit I won't revive it
It was a waist of time cause I tried so hard
But I'm so freaking tired
All there is me and I and I don't like me
On my own

[Outro]
I'm okay