[Verse 1: Raxion Stance]
Started with a phone text
Started with a message
Started with a: "hey, how are you? What's your name? What you do? Where you live at?
Oh, well, do you rap? Send me all your songs
I can be a real fan, do believe that"
Then I started talking to you everyday
Grew a feeling deep inside, the both of us ain't seen that
Next thing, I was staring at my screen
Next thing, I was going through your pictures
Next thing, I was smiling to my phone when I saw your text pop up, bragging to my niggas
Next thing, it was long conversations with a strong dedication, every night, didn't mind that
I was falling for your face, and the way you got me on
Hot girl, nice figure and a fine ass
Always talking dirty to a nigga, girl, I liked that
Girl, you know I really like that
Always on my phone everyday and every night, yeah
Taught me how to fight fear
Told you 'bout a break up I was going through
You told me: "look, nigga, don't mind that"
Yeah, you said: "nigga, don't mind that
Someone will be worthy for your love and you will find them, I promise you will find them"
And that shit was a while back
Little did I know you was talking 'bout yourself
We started conversating 'bout the pain that we felt
You told me 'bout the feelings that you held for a nigga
I was blessed to be either on the hands of a eager young girl
With a feeling that I hid, can't decline that, yeah
How could I really decline that?
Put up with a wave and I ride that
Miming all my lines, yeah
Midnight conversations, phone calls and some mind sex
That's us: me and you, always on the phone
You would talk to me every time when you felt alone
Telling me how much you love me and I loved your tone
The way you speak and laughed at all my jokes
Grew to be the only person I could really talk to, yeah
You was the one that I could talk to
Whenever I was drowning in my thoughts I would call you
And you would tell me: "there's nothing to fear, I will walk you
Through the pain you feel, don't you worry, b, I got you, yeah
I can't explain how much I love you"
I knew you weren't lying 'cause you knew me like God do
You always kept it real, I couldn't see my life without you
We started losing contact
And I learnt that you fucking had a man all along, but the feeling is too strong
Even though we never met
But the feelings' always there when we talk but it's clear we lost it all
[Hook: Soultic]
I'm scared to let you down when I have a breakdown
But baby, there's only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
I fight demons in my mind and they scream every time
But baby, there's only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
[Verse 2: Raxion Stance]
Yeah, now it's: "hey, how are you? I can't talk though"
Always busy with the lives that we chose so
You and I's always looking on the same direction, but we changed the destination
Now I'm always medicating, reminiscing 'bout the feeling you and I shared
And the fucking good times you and I had
Like the time when you told me we should fuck at the cinema to our favorite movie
I still smile about that
Tryna find the love we lost
And the feelings that we force to be hidden by the texts and emojis
You is happy and I'm all on my emotions
Always jealous when I see you, I can't take it
I can't fake it like I do with the smile I wear every day
When I tell them I'm depressed, they judge anyway
When I tell them: I don't wanna see another day
They look at me so different, what's the point of telling anyway?
And I love you 'cause you never ever judge me
You understand what it means to me for you to always tell me that you love me
Treated me like I was perfect
Made me your everything when I was nothing
Yeah, even though you're without me
Yeah, I feel like you still got me
Always wanna know how I'm feeling, if the demons still plunge me
If I'm feeling like I'm drowning in my fears, all that shit
Yeah, you really do care for me
You don't really fucking claim, always there for me
You don't wait for me to text you
I can't even lie 'bout my feelings 'cause you sense it right through me
That's a kind of a person I wanna spend all my life with
Go hard, ride or die with
But it's sad all we had is gone
I love you and I'm glad that you happy
[Hook: Soultic]
I'm scared to let you down when I have a breakdown
But baby, there's only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
I fight demons in my mind and they scream every time
But baby, there's only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
Started with a phone text
Started with a message
Started with a: "hey, how are you? What's your name? What you do? Where you live at?
Oh, well, do you rap? Send me all your songs
I can be a real fan, do believe that"
Then I started talking to you everyday
Grew a feeling deep inside, the both of us ain't seen that
Next thing, I was staring at my screen
Next thing, I was going through your pictures
Next thing, I was smiling to my phone when I saw your text pop up, bragging to my niggas
Next thing, it was long conversations with a strong dedication, every night, didn't mind that
I was falling for your face, and the way you got me on
Hot girl, nice figure and a fine ass
Always talking dirty to a nigga, girl, I liked that
Girl, you know I really like that
Always on my phone everyday and every night, yeah
Taught me how to fight fear
Told you 'bout a break up I was going through
You told me: "look, nigga, don't mind that"
Yeah, you said: "nigga, don't mind that
Someone will be worthy for your love and you will find them, I promise you will find them"
And that shit was a while back
Little did I know you was talking 'bout yourself
We started conversating 'bout the pain that we felt
You told me 'bout the feelings that you held for a nigga
I was blessed to be either on the hands of a eager young girl
With a feeling that I hid, can't decline that, yeah
How could I really decline that?
Put up with a wave and I ride that
Miming all my lines, yeah
Midnight conversations, phone calls and some mind sex
That's us: me and you, always on the phone
You would talk to me every time when you felt alone
Telling me how much you love me and I loved your tone
The way you speak and laughed at all my jokes
Grew to be the only person I could really talk to, yeah
You was the one that I could talk to
Whenever I was drowning in my thoughts I would call you
And you would tell me: "there's nothing to fear, I will walk you
Through the pain you feel, don't you worry, b, I got you, yeah
I can't explain how much I love you"
I knew you weren't lying 'cause you knew me like God do
You always kept it real, I couldn't see my life without you
We started losing contact
And I learnt that you fucking had a man all along, but the feeling is too strong
Even though we never met
But the feelings' always there when we talk but it's clear we lost it all
[Hook: Soultic]
I'm scared to let you down when I have a breakdown
But baby, there's only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
I fight demons in my mind and they scream every time
But baby, there's only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
[Verse 2: Raxion Stance]
Yeah, now it's: "hey, how are you? I can't talk though"
Always busy with the lives that we chose so
You and I's always looking on the same direction, but we changed the destination
Now I'm always medicating, reminiscing 'bout the feeling you and I shared
And the fucking good times you and I had
Like the time when you told me we should fuck at the cinema to our favorite movie
I still smile about that
Tryna find the love we lost
And the feelings that we force to be hidden by the texts and emojis
You is happy and I'm all on my emotions
Always jealous when I see you, I can't take it
I can't fake it like I do with the smile I wear every day
When I tell them I'm depressed, they judge anyway
When I tell them: I don't wanna see another day
They look at me so different, what's the point of telling anyway?
And I love you 'cause you never ever judge me
You understand what it means to me for you to always tell me that you love me
Treated me like I was perfect
Made me your everything when I was nothing
Yeah, even though you're without me
Yeah, I feel like you still got me
Always wanna know how I'm feeling, if the demons still plunge me
If I'm feeling like I'm drowning in my fears, all that shit
Yeah, you really do care for me
You don't really fucking claim, always there for me
You don't wait for me to text you
I can't even lie 'bout my feelings 'cause you sense it right through me
That's a kind of a person I wanna spend all my life with
Go hard, ride or die with
But it's sad all we had is gone
I love you and I'm glad that you happy
[Hook: Soultic]
I'm scared to let you down when I have a breakdown
But baby, there's only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
I fight demons in my mind and they scream every time
But baby, there's only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
Only you on my mind
( Raxion Stance )
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