[Lyric] Open (JSansi)

(Chorus)
Yeah, I'm not too good at being open
I'd rather bottle my emotions
And wait for the explosion
Then calm it down with something potent

(Verse)
Yeah, I hit the dope to try and numb the pain
Kurt Cobain, a bullet right in my brain
I've changed, trying to see the better side of things
Went through darkness, now I'm trying to see the light again
I want to feel numb so I get wasted
Roll up a Swisher and then I face it
Swallow the pill so I don't taste it
Then go buy a bottle so I can chase it
And now I'm feeling so alone, (yeah)
Ain't nobody hit my phone (I'm all alone)
I'm just feeling like a ghost, (I'm likе a ghost)
Now I'm really on my own (yeah)
I'm not too good at being opеn
Roll up some dope that's how I'm coping (ay)
They say how'd it happen boy I was chosen
Fuck love because my heart is really broken
Yeah my heart is really broken
I'd rather bottle my emotions, (this shit is crazy)
I'm not too good at being open (fuck this shit)
Yeah my heart is really broken (yeah)
I said my heart is fucking broken
(Chorus)
I'm not too good at being open (ay)
I'd rather bottle my emotions (yeah)
And wait for the explosion (ay)
Then calm it down with something potent

(Verse)
She said she loves me but she can't trust me (fuck that shit)
She said she loves me but then she fucked me (fuck that bitch)
Broken heart I need some time for reconstructing
Crazy how something turns into nothing
I'm all yours, I'm all yours babe
Promise we're going to weather through the storm babe
Ain't even reaching my final form babe
Cold world I'll be the one to keep you warm babe

(It's cold out here for real, fake ass snakes man)
(I'm about to get my lawn mower)
(And cut y'all bitch asses up for real)