[Lyric] Optimist (Sophia Lanuza)

Didn't really make a plan to go
Just packed my bags and hit the road
Took the train to Austin, Texas-
Then realized what I'd done

And was there a way for me
To do this with patience, we can't know
All I knew was head out west
Picked up and did the rest-

Now I'm two weeks in, and can't find work
And lost a car and cash to Hertz
And I think this old house is cursed
But no it can't get worse, cause oh god

I'm an optimist!
I guess I'm gonna make the best of this!
This could be the worst mistake I've ever made
But I think it'll be ok

Cause I'm an optimist!
Don't know any other way but this!
So if I go down in flames in Silverlake
At least I'll think I did ok by me-
(facetious doo doo doos)

I'm not the best at holding cash
I never had it in the past
And I'm not saying I'm a spender
But I just bought a life-sized Goldblum doll

Think I wouldn't really mind
But I feel like I'm just killing time
Swiping strangers on my phone
Like I'll go out, when we know I won't

Cause four weeks in, and can't find work
And something on my left side hurts
And now I'm sure this house is cursed!
But no it can't get worse, cause oh gOD

I'm an optimist!
I guess I'm gonna make the best of this!
This could be the worst mistake I've ever made
But I think it'll be ok

Cause I'm an optimist!
Don't know any other way but this!
So if I go down in flames in Silverlake
At least I'll think I did ok by me
organ solo baby

It's alright, I'll be just fine
And if it's not, at least I tried, OH
It's alright, I'll be just fine
And if it's not, well
I can't change my mind, cause

Fuck me I'm an optimist!!
I guess I'm gonna make the best of this
This could be the worst mistake I've ever made
But I think it'll be ok

Cause I'm an optimist!
Don't know any other way but this!
So if I go down in flames in Silverlake
At least I'll think I did ok by me!

(facetious doo doo doos)