[Lyric] Orchids (Makaio)

I am way too used to all the pain
I've been living my whole life in shame
One foot in the grave
These moments are hard
Where I try and keep my mind at bay
Like do I have a purpose or deserve this kind of life

Broke me down, you broke me down down
Still kept my dumb ass around
But you'd never notice
This was me trading my life for yours

Broke me down what you did
Talk like you lost your sense
Said to myself I can't take it no more
I won't do this again

I rather not admit that I'm hurt
I'd rather not admit that your words
They cut me deeper than a knife
Babe look what you did
You knew just what you did
Got up under my skin
You cut me deeper than a knife
Oh look what you've done
You took my life, my life, oh life
You cut me deep
Said you cut me deep