[Lyric] Outro Pt. 1 (Microwave T90)

Yeah I really wanna be high key about it
Telling everybody that we know about us
I feel like i lose my control without you
I hope you tell your mom all about me

We living different lives maybe we could live together
And hopefully this teaches us the meaning of forever
You love it when it rains
And I know you love December
And baby I love it how you are so clever
Wanna hold you in my arms and tell you that I care
And I wanna take you places that you've never seen before
Baby, when I play my games and you playing with my hair
But we don't play no games and it turns into air?

Before me there were real people that I sung about
If only I felt all the feeling that i wrote about
If only these scenarios were actually played out
If only somebody was my actual way out

I haven't felt love in a long time
If only this song wrote would be a little different
If only somebody knew the difference
Between my demons and my battle with depression
I was so alone and yet i have so many friends
Sometimes I just wanna put a bullet in my head
Some nights I wanna tie a noose all around my neck
I don't wanna do it
I don't want to hurt my friends

Talk so selfish
And they call me selfless
So I live with telling them
So I gotta have my pen with all my drugs in my brain
And I guess ill be ok
As long as they keep me safe

I just wanna change the topic
Write about these feelings that I never had before
'bout a song about somebody I never met before
As long as they're in my brain I won't be alone
Such as I don't got a heart to call home