[Lyric] Over Over (MADI LEEDS)

I feel it in my bones
Crushing down like a waterfall
Not the same and it shows, wonder if they know
What's underneath my skin at all

Slowly breaking out
Through the cracks oh I start to fall
No control just doubt where even am I now
Fragile like a little china doll


God it feels like the right thing, right time
Right now, I'm giving my all but not for the better
Everything's taking over

Why have I gotten older
Don't really feel much older
Nothing's changed

I'm not 18
2016
Two years have passed, still I'm breaking
My thought's on fire, this deep desire
Keeps creeping in, guess I'm just lying
To myself, myself, guеss I can't help it, help it, help it
I'm not 18, but feeling free again

I need to brеak this trend
It's all caught up on my energy
I just can't comprehend, how there is no end
Wish some logic would just take my lead

Started off so small
Subtle cravings now apart of me
Suffering withdrawals, dying overall
Yet somehow I seem to disagree


Oh it feels like a fight now, night comes, lights out
Hitting the wall some more of forgetting
Everything tumbles closer
Can't shake it off my shoulder
The air feels so much colder
This is getting strange

I'm not 18
2016
Two years have passed, still I'm breaking
My thought's on fire, this deep desire
Keeps creeping in, guess I'm just lying
To myself, myself, guess I can't help it, help it, help it
I'm not 18, but feeling free again

Over and over
I just keep coming back around
I reach the top then hit the ground
Higher then lower
I'm burning out can't help at all
Can't handle it I need some more

Over and over
I just keep coming back around
I reach the top then hit the ground
Higher then lower
I'm burning out can't help at all
Can't handle it I need some more

I'm not 18
2016
Two years have passed, still I'm breaking
My thought's on fire, this deep desire
Keeps creeping in, guess I'm just lying
To myself, myself, guess I can't help it, help it, help it
I'm not 18, but feeling free again

Guess I'm just lying
To myself, myself, guess I can't help it, help it, help it
I'm not 18, but feeling free again