[Lyric] Overthinker (TheKiddProfit)

I think of me raising my fist you looked so panicked
I did it just for a damn reaction
I don't know who I am anymore can't stop the capping
After I did it I fell to the floor wish I could retract
The damage
But you can't cover bruises with a fucking bandage
This wasn't the way it was supposed to fucking happen
It just Happened To be
My memory's
That came back like remember me
My worst enemy's
Sipping Hennessey
Cuz the pains too deep
No energy
Cuz I hate to leave the streets
They spoke to me
It's a felony if you tame this beast
That's eating me peice by peice
Shatter bowl after shattered bowl
And please believe you feelings matter more than anything it's taking a toll on my weak soul
Writing lyrics bout me in your phone just so you can cope
I have positive raps but yours make me feel so damn alone
Like I'm just so bad I'm the kryptonite and not the antidote
I'm spitting facts that you say our lies I can't attone
You must find the way to hope I find a way to hold my baby protect you from the rain and cold
But my protection left you vulnerable to my selfish
Head I'm all alone
All the drugs do is help me cope
Those bullets touched my soul your sad because thats all I've ever shown
This the worst to know these thoughts fucking up my head in my skull
Traumatized myself by traumatizing you
The worst is running up these bands all alone
I'm hiding the truth and fighting my youth
I'm a cheat code and these bars are my truth
So cold my heart is turning blue I didn't mean to target you but that's seems to be all I do