[Lyric] Pain in my heart (Young Mikey)

(Verse)
These bitches in my head got me all fucked up
Got me thinking if I should be alive
Maybe me on this earth wasn't meant to be
I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna fucking die
So please save me from this pain and misery
I'm so fucking numb with this pain in my heart uh
Maybe I will die, maybe that's what I'll do
When we get old memories makes the pain worse
Nothing ever seems to be easy
In this world it's just fucking killing me
All the good mеmories that we had
But "now it's all gone"
But now it's All gonе
All gone, fucking all gone
Got no happiness from life anymore
I don't care bout my health, don't care bout my friends
I just need a fucking break, I will never fucking change, I will always be myself but you Got my farewell
Who do I have?
I don't wanna go