[Lyric] ​paint (polearm)

[Verse 1]
I’m sick of crying, sick of feeling frustrated
I lose the words as soon as I try to take it
I’m tryna make it, sick of feeling sedated
Stare at my phone, wondering if you gon’ say "Yes"
I wish it didn’t take me so much effort to say this
I’m never thinking about if I’ll be famous
Too busy stressing 'bout the day by the day shit

[Verse 2]
I could picture many things there no more reason to paint it
If you wanna take my heart from me, could you make it painless?
Still gotta eat, can’t choose the silver, it stainless
So much for discrete, but you won’t tell me you hate this
It’s so hard for me to sleep, I pace around likе i’m brainless

[Verse 3]
Threw a rose in thе abyss, you let me leave alive
Through the gap in the orchard, I see the end of time
I’m frozen, something’s coming out the swamp
It always finds me every time I run
(Put my foot down like I’m poppin' the clutch)
Feels like I'm fighting for the knife that’s buried deep in the mud
Leaving soon as there’s nothing left you can take
It's always better than getting burned at the stake