[Lyric] Panic Attack Prayers (Estafi)

Hey god, it's me, scared Estafi
I hear you know most everything
My dad and mom's mythology
Says death is real
That part is true
Some use the Bible which is fine
Until they look me in the eye
Right there they spit, "You are a lie"
Was I always in for it
Ever since I was a kid

And it's the familial consequence of a vote
I don't talk to them like I used to
Then again, hard even when I used to
And it's the frozen rain, broken vow, climatе change
I don't know springtime like I usеd to
Maybe because it's unbearably hot in the summer now

An increment of progress lives
To watch the end of confidence
An optimist has now become
Angry at an angry world
It's true
And it's the system that won't attack racism
That covers up a problem like it's not there
We all feel it, we can tell it's right there
And as the lie becomes a bigger lie
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't fucking tired
Of seeing people die

I'm guessing it's a lesson
I should be coming down right about now
What is happening to me
Here in a fake world
Can I do anything
Can I get some harmony and peace
It's easy to hold on
You have to let go, and then you're let go in return
And that burns
There in the real world
All that I'm asking for is clearer clarity
Please

Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen