[Lyric] Paradox (SiM)

Make a wish for my wish
Won't come true forever

It's just another normal day
I got a letter but an
Unfamiliar name is on it
Anyway, I gotta put on
Make up, brush my hair
Have a cup of tea and
Choose clothes what to wear
"Who wrote the letter?"

"Where's that pink sweater?"
Sunlight hit a chair in my room

I had no idea what was going on

I thought "here is where I belong"
But now I regretted what I wished

Oh my darling, darling
You're already gone
But I'm still calling
Calling you, I'm so alone
Oh my darling, darling
You're already gone
I'm still calling, calling
You, I can't hold on
If a wish comes true
I just want you to forget
My name because it hurts
I wish I could return to those days
The days before you came to me

I couldn't get hold of him for a week
Couldn't even eat and I was getting weak

I really wanted to search

For you make me complete
But I've got no energy
To go out on the street
I got a text from him on a Friday night
"If I die, is that
Enough to make you cry?"
And I answered "You know
My tears won't dry"
Next morning I was told that he died
And nobody knows why

Oh my darling, darling
You're already gone
But I'm still calling
Calling you, I'm so alone
Oh my darling, darling
You're already gone
I'm still calling, calling
You, I can't hold on

I should've made a wish for
My wish won't come true
I know it's too late

If a wish comes true
I just want you to forget
My name because it hurts
I wish could return to those days
The days before you came to me