[Lyric] PARANOIA (MINIVAN HELSING)

Are you done mixing yet?

Seizing on the day I’m tryna break out of the cycle
Life’s been closing in it’s getting harder not to spiral
Numbness spreading in my body like the shit was viral
Been praying to idols man I think I need a bible

Think I need revival man I think I need some help
How I’m dialed up and spiteful really harmful to my health
In denial all the time nowadays frightful how I’ve dealt
Sipping spinal fluid from a vial tempting now as well

And I talk all homicidal
Like I’d win a single fight
But I know deep inside my soul
That I would prolly choke on site
And I talk all suicidal but I’m so afraid to die
It’s got me paranoid
And terrified sometimes out of my mind

And how much I been sleeping isn’t awful on a peek
But it starts to grind you down when it’s weeks and weeks
Kind of feeling pounded by my own critiques and tweaks
So when I see the havoc that I wreak it feels too fucking weak
Angel on my shoulder fucking missing
Where’d he go
So the demons have stereo
And I’m feeling very low

Where’d you where’d you fucking go
I’m tryna find you
Where’d you go
Where’d you fucking go
I’m tryna find you
Where’d you go
Where’d you fucking go
I’m tryna find you
Where’d you fucking go
I’m tryna find you
Where’d you go
I need that good influence
Where’d you fucking go
I need that good influence
Like where the fuck’d you go

I’d prolly break that too
I never flew the coop
I never left my room
It fucking gets to you
On my head like a face tattoo
I think I’m just a statue
I think I’m just a statue
It fucking gets to you