I don’t really know what go through my head
Paranoia want a negus be dead
Clean the blood up chop up the body
I don’t ever want nobody to find em
Self love been a dub for a while
Dead bent fell in love with a bottle
Self destructive and I’m stuck in a cycle
Care what others think I don’t really like me
I be paranoid when I’m outside (Why)
Cause I think they gon line me
Cause they got beef wit my Brody
And with my brother you find me
If they catch him on the curb they say w-t-w
Don’t carе who beside him
So if they bucking at us
TAHJ w-t-w you ducking or riding?
I can’t bе running and hiding, All I’m finna say about it
They ain’t putting in pain ain’t taking from gang
Cause they gon lay on the floor flat
I’m coming of age I’m stuck in ways
Not freeing my wings so my growth lack
But they always gon’ hate have sumn to say
I can’t let it change how I grow now
So I’ll live out my days enjoying the rave
Ain’t no finna sit in da corner
But no matter what I’m a loner
I don’t know who to trust in the moment
& I do not feel safe where I roam now
& I look everywhere when I’m walking
I’m preparing for danger, I’m so full of anger
I should make it rain on da forecast
Never seen shit coming this way
Not the lil’ negus momma has raised
I done let the beast out of the cage
So this will be the end of your days
Ducking drama ‘cause the shit don’t be worth it
But the hard way negus be learning
Fuck y’all you will def need a sergeant
Told god him or me what’s the verdict
( Tahji Chvlo )
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