I spilled my thoughts all over the place
But that’s what happens when you bottle them up
Told myself I was comfortable
Ended up being on the run
Note to self, don’t do this again
If I even make it out this time
Gotta stop lying, I knew i was broken
Still kept on saying I was fine
All I had was a piece of my mind
Gave it away, I was peacefully blind
All my life, I was misunderstood
Tried to be great before I was good
In my mind, I’m a passenger
Guess I never tried to challengе her
But now I’m lost in a calendar
Time fliеs, never changing the calibur
But I never spoke up so it makes sense
In a couple more years, Imma pay rent
Flies past, wonder where all the days went
Now I’m looking for a place I can lay rest
Never wore my Sunday best
Wish I spent time making a statement
Then I wouldn’t have to try and repay debt
My obituary looking like a blank check
Okay then, it is what it is
Knew I wouldn’t make it into this biz
Too much work, I can’t stay on track
Didn’t face it with a plan of attack
Wish I had a second chance, to run it back
But life without death, there’s no fun in that
It took one bad thing I was shoving back
Now everything bad is flooding back
So i sit back with my seatbelt buckled
And watch as the struggles be doubled
I’m not mad, i’m just disappointed
Pinpointing when I got disjointed
Been there for a while, but just recently
Was when the flood gates opened
Now, I recline back and I get less attached
As I watch as all of the sharks frenzy
Transported to a weird vision
It appears this is a prediction
Thought it’d be out of kilter
But it feels way too familiar
And I know it’s a bad omen
Can’t do nothing, I’m mad frozen
Know I’m getting taught a lesson
If only I knew what the test is
End up letting it take control of me
I did it uncontrollably
Guess I trust it, the courage never mustered
Now it feels like something just clicked
Too late, burn out, all the dust cleared
Speed up, many cars we just missed
Learned my lesson, can I just quit?
Ignored, trade paint with buses
Grab the door, hold on for dear life
Can’t move, I wish I could fight
I know this is just a dream
Then why’s it feel so right?
Why’s this feel like deja vu?
Already knew what pain can do
Meet Death, I’m not eager to
Getting real close to that Subaru
But that’s what happens when you bottle them up
Told myself I was comfortable
Ended up being on the run
Note to self, don’t do this again
If I even make it out this time
Gotta stop lying, I knew i was broken
Still kept on saying I was fine
All I had was a piece of my mind
Gave it away, I was peacefully blind
All my life, I was misunderstood
Tried to be great before I was good
In my mind, I’m a passenger
Guess I never tried to challengе her
But now I’m lost in a calendar
Time fliеs, never changing the calibur
But I never spoke up so it makes sense
In a couple more years, Imma pay rent
Flies past, wonder where all the days went
Now I’m looking for a place I can lay rest
Never wore my Sunday best
Wish I spent time making a statement
Then I wouldn’t have to try and repay debt
My obituary looking like a blank check
Okay then, it is what it is
Knew I wouldn’t make it into this biz
Too much work, I can’t stay on track
Didn’t face it with a plan of attack
Wish I had a second chance, to run it back
But life without death, there’s no fun in that
It took one bad thing I was shoving back
Now everything bad is flooding back
So i sit back with my seatbelt buckled
And watch as the struggles be doubled
I’m not mad, i’m just disappointed
Pinpointing when I got disjointed
Been there for a while, but just recently
Was when the flood gates opened
Now, I recline back and I get less attached
As I watch as all of the sharks frenzy
Transported to a weird vision
It appears this is a prediction
Thought it’d be out of kilter
But it feels way too familiar
And I know it’s a bad omen
Can’t do nothing, I’m mad frozen
Know I’m getting taught a lesson
If only I knew what the test is
End up letting it take control of me
I did it uncontrollably
Guess I trust it, the courage never mustered
Now it feels like something just clicked
Too late, burn out, all the dust cleared
Speed up, many cars we just missed
Learned my lesson, can I just quit?
Ignored, trade paint with buses
Grab the door, hold on for dear life
Can’t move, I wish I could fight
I know this is just a dream
Then why’s it feel so right?
Why’s this feel like deja vu?
Already knew what pain can do
Meet Death, I’m not eager to
Getting real close to that Subaru
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