[Lyric] Past times (Antob)

(yeah,mm)

[Verse 1]
I was thinking about my mistakes
No one cares
About how it was my past
(Yeah)

I canceled plans I would like have to make
Because of my fear
Of myself

[Pre Chorus]
I did things I didn't think of
I wish I had not grown up
I fell into my own trap
(yeah)

Trying to forget my past
(why,why,why)
But it will always be there
Like my desire to jump
Trying to forget my past
(fuck,fuck,fuck)
But it will be always on my back
Like my desire to cry

I hate my Past times
I remember to forget them
I hope someday
I can love them

I care my Past times
Shining in my depths
Trying to not be selfish

[Verse 2]
Needing to be with someone
When I can't even be alone
I can't stand myself
But I want to be with someone else

I looked at pictures we took
On my computer
I erased our future

[Pre Chorus]
I did things I didn't think of
I wish I had not grown up
I fell into my own trap
(yeah)
Trying to forget my past
(why,why,why)
But it will always be there
Like my desire to jump

Trying to forget my past
(fuck,fuck,fuck)
But it will be always on my back
Like my desire to cry

[Chorus]
I hate my Past times
I remember to forget them
I hope someday
I can love them

I care my Past times
Shining in my depths
Trying to not be selfish

[Verse 2]
Needing to be with someone
When I can't even be alone
I can't stand myself
But I want to be with someone else
I erased our future...

[Pre Chorus]
I did things I didn't think of
I wish I had not grown up
I fell into my own trap
I'm my own worst part

[Bridge]
Maybe, just maybe
If a make that step
I will feel ok
But I'm scared