[Lyric] Patterns (Light Saran)

[Verse]
Back and forth, you're telling me things I've heard before
Back in my old ways, I'm tryna get paid, this time I kicked the door
Then momma done told me-
Then momma done told me to spread out your wings at the moment I can
I hold myself back so far
Got emotions that I can't hide no more
Sip potions 'til I can't fly no more
Heartbroken, I made a few hits I'm sure
Whenever I'm feeling fine I try to be cautious
Whenever you're on my mind just know that I got this
You ain't gon' hear from me unless you hеar from me
Doing the deed just to show that you care for mе
Pull me aside and you said your friends scared of me
In reality I don't know why, more scared of losing you tonight
How you gon' listen to her?
I told you all of my dirt, what was it worth?
I'm drowning in all my anxiety
I was just there for you, can't even cry for me
I know you're not who you try to be
Live my life I (?) feel frozen
Gotta be coming from things that I chosen
I got on track and you fucked up the motion
No I don't mind, next time give me a notion, (uh) or a message
I gotta be cautious for people I let in
Nameless is family, don't even mention,my brothers are legends
[Outro]
Try and try again, get these thoughts up out my mind
Is it easy as it seems or it ain't easy?
I just need someone new who's gonna please me
If she can't do it, you gon' leave me
If you can't do it, you gon' leave me like they-
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