[Lyric] Peaceful filth (Project_pears)

These waves
Trapped inside these strong steel bars
The currents crack against my heart
As I wait for
A chance to roam these foreign lands
To finally breathe clean air again
Will enjoy
The people that will surround me
A clean spirit to clearly see
That I am loved
Their hatred is an illusion
This peaceful filth that they have come to accept

A depressed boredom that's in my mind
Tricking myself in thinking I was alright
That my issues were all figured out
Warm and fuzzy moments; rose-colored no doubt
Listing all the things I did to fuck it up
Scattered glass shards reminding one by one
My mind trying to escape within my head
But blockaded by bits of my own flesh
Losing the calm comfort of my sanity
Sudden fits of rage emit toxicity
Disregard my mental evolution
Slowly reincarnate backwards in life
Disconnect my mind; Deep in conversation
Forgetting the time slowly being wasted
Moments turn to seconds; seconds into minutes
Time is but a blessing
These waves
Trapped inside these strong steel bars
The currents crack against my heart
As I wait for
A chance to roam these foreign lands
To finally breathe clean air again
Will enjoy
The people that will surround me
A clean spirit to clearly see
That I am loved
Their hatred does not exist
Positivity will make it come undone
This peaceful filth they've come to accept
I can feel loved again