[Lyric] Person I Should Be (Lilosmusic)

Fired up and feeling lost
I try to be something sweet that you can trust
I hold you close when you're low
How would you know that I'm scared


Stressed out but I don't know why
I feel the doubt holding out late in the night
You're there for me completely, hours go by
And I sleep

But I know how it feels to lose control of your fears
And just lay low, just let go of yourself
And I wonder if it could be something inside
I pick you up, hold you tight, I realize
I lose myself in your eyes but who the hell do I see
Of the person I should be?
Be-eee-ee-eeee-eee-eeee
It's not me

It's not you, you're perfect
It's all an illusion, I'm tired of making excuses
I'm lost in the lights of love
I just wanna be somebody that's worth saving
'Cause everybody's scared of fading
Just hold me while I'm numb
Cause you got a version I hate of myself
Hold your hand in the back of my hell
You saw someone and I cry every night as I give to you my heart of steel
You give to me something I couldn't possibly feel
Cause it's not real
And everything you need's not here, you'll see
There's a couple million people in this world for you
But not me, because it's not me

And I could never be there for you, that I know
You're wasting time and I can't lie, this is not your home
It's not me, it's the person I should be
Be-eee-eee-eee-eeee-eeee-eee-eeee-eeeeee
It's the person I should be