[Lyric] Pesticides (Gutsy)

Summer-time sadness, I've been in the background
Losing all my magic, a joke to even be around
Can't even manage, my head is just a battleground
I was just a flower while you stomped me in the fucking ground
You should know
I've been over thinking, I just wanna end my life
I've been so complacent while you fed me pesticides
I was just a fairy and you gave me butterflies
All this pixie dust is really fucking up my life

I've been over thinking, over thinking, over thinking
Back when you cut me off I went soul seeking
Then the vultures flew in and took my whole being
You treat me like a pest I needed disinfection
I wasn't even stressing
You really thought a lesson
Rule number one: never start with confessions
Felt like you were heaven
Fell in love in the first seven minutes of hearing your voice

Now I'm second guessing
Like "Who's she fucking texting?"
Now I'm second guessing
Like "Who's she fucking texting?"
Ever since then had trust issues cus of
Summer-time sadness, I've been in the background
Losing all my magic, a joke to even be around
Can't even manage, my head is just a battleground
I was just a flower while you stomped me in the fucking ground
You should know
I've been over thinking, I just wanna end my life
I've been so complacent while you fed me pesticides
I was just a fairy and you gave me butterflies
All this pixie dust is really fucking up my life