[Lyric] Phony (Jason is)

Fuck it
I'm a total phony
It's why I feel like I deserve to be this lonely
And I suck at stayin' holy
From my head more times a night
Filled with girls and other thoughts

And I try to be on my best behaviour
But I can't help it
It's human nature
Fall in love again
With some shitty, fake-ass friend

And I'm really almost at my worst
And no one asked you to say it first
So hey, what's on your mind?
Oh me? Oh, yeah I'm fine
But I'm fuckin' [?]

(Woo)
Maybe if my voice was fuckin' petty
I'd listen to this fuckin' record
At least between two [?]
'Cause I was always there
Like you forgot about December
Maybe only I remember
Why many times [?] I tried
To call you up at night
And no, it's [?]