[Lyric] PolyphonicBranch - 少女自傷癖 Shoujo Jikizukuse ft. IA English Translation (Genius English Translations)

Hiding my scars by wrapping them with bandages
Even though blood is running, why am I pretending to be strong?

No one is bothering
To stop me, no one, no one, no, no

Ah, I'd rather be put at ease by sharp cutlery
A person who’d do anything
For the sake of a lonely person
Who murmured words about self-harm

I don't need something like love
But just warmth is fine
Saying so, I hurt myself
And smiled as if I were satisfied

After lying too much, my lungs became clouded
And somehow, breathing was painful

Even my friends, teachers, Mom
Evеryone, everyonе doesn't give me a glance
Ah, make me feel even more painful inside
It’d be nice if I could make sure
I'm getting numb near the edge
I have to buy more bandages

I love you, that's what I'll confess
Why are these tears not stopping?
Saying so, I get used to continuing to deceive myself
And felt good from this sadness

Because the sound of the railroad crossing
Clangs pleasantly
Mr. Black cat, stop, don't watch with those kinds of eyes

It hurts, it hurts…
It hurts, it hurts…
The bruise on my right eye hurts, it hurts…

If they're not there
If they're not there…
If no one, no one is there…

Today, too, an IV is allowing me to stay alive
Do you like playing with dolls?
Here, please use me
But don't put too much force into your fingertips
There are replacements for me, anyone would do
Don’t comfort me with meaningless words
Holding onto my wounded feelings
I change my bandages

I don’t need something like love
Just having warmth is fine
Saying so, I hurt myself
And smiled as if I were satisfied

Could you forgive me?