Yeah
Life
Living with the best intentions in wrong the circumstance
I just pray I get it right
Ain't too many chances God gone give but I understand a nigga need a guide
Looking at my mama shedding tears ain't the plan
But a nigga gotta make something shake tonight
I don't see another option
Rap checks slow, nine to five ain't enough
Ain't a meal on the stove, got it loaded up
Living every day to stay alive, but they say you born to die
Either way I'm sick of struggling so I don't give a fuck
Shit ain't been right so I'm done with complaints
Ain't no more I can take
So I'm going in with no brakes
Lord can I make it alive from another mistake
Should I worry bout the fact I got a worry bout death
I been same dealing with same bullshit to point that I laugh like shit what's next
In too deep
Water to my neck
Still tryna grind even on my last breath
Cause going out the nothin something that I can't accept
On a suicide mission for the cause and effect
Ain't a pause or regret in a lifetime that I can afford
When I see the team down shots still going up
And I'm there pulling down all the boards
All I wanna do is ball
But the streets ain't a fair sport
My nigga took seven years in them courts
Gotta keep a club like Tiger on the course
Cause where I'm from "18 holes" means they showed some remorse
They praising the flaw and the real get ignored
I can't relate too much game I've absorbed
Niggas still sleep on they mama decor
And still talking gangsta when they hit record
These niggas ain't built like the words in they sentence
Type in all caps 'til a lower case pending
I live by the cold of the realest
A cold day in hell 'fore they take me back in or I'm snitching
Pray for me
Heater under my pillow
Paranoia keep breaking my sleep
All this hunger keep causing more pain
All these murders keep causing more grief
Niggas dying for clout
Rather film when you down, won't help you out
Got my head in the clouds
Searching for answers to cure all my doubts
It's bigger than us
It's out of my hands
That's why I'm praying to God
Oh heavenly Father
Keep my head above the water
It's your world but we your children
Your sons and your daughters
We struggling trying to get it together
But some of us ain't gon' see tomorrow
Two in the morning, my day started two days ago
Every morning it feels like I'm mourning
The pain it shows
My mind keep racing with no finish line or laps to go
I can't erase the hurt
The ink is dry, the pen is broke, my mind is filled with notes
I spazz on all my people that's close
I feel like change is close but still too far
With all these burdens that I carry daily
The weight never faze me
Never be given more than I can handle
My strength is amazing
Ask how I handle this pressure I smile and stay positive
And I'm drinking crazy
Living one day at a time
Keeping in mind these niggas don't fuck with me like they be claiming
Fighting depression the xannies too me where I needed until they detained me
Losing my dreams 'cause I'm sleep deprived with the stress and it's draining my soul
Going in circles am I spiraling out of control or filling the holes
Pray for me
Heater under my pillow
Paranoia keep breaking my sleep
All this hunger keep causing more pain
All these murders keep causing more grief
Niggas dying for clout
Rather film when you down, won't help you out
Got my head in the clouds
Searching for answers to cure all my doubts
It's bigger than us
It's out of my hands
That's why I'm praying to God
Oh heavenly Father
Keep my head above the water
It's your world but we your children
Your sons and your daughters
We struggling trying to get it together
But some of us ain't gon' see tomorrow
Life
Living with the best intentions in wrong the circumstance
I just pray I get it right
Ain't too many chances God gone give but I understand a nigga need a guide
Looking at my mama shedding tears ain't the plan
But a nigga gotta make something shake tonight
I don't see another option
Rap checks slow, nine to five ain't enough
Ain't a meal on the stove, got it loaded up
Living every day to stay alive, but they say you born to die
Either way I'm sick of struggling so I don't give a fuck
Shit ain't been right so I'm done with complaints
Ain't no more I can take
So I'm going in with no brakes
Lord can I make it alive from another mistake
Should I worry bout the fact I got a worry bout death
I been same dealing with same bullshit to point that I laugh like shit what's next
In too deep
Water to my neck
Still tryna grind even on my last breath
Cause going out the nothin something that I can't accept
On a suicide mission for the cause and effect
Ain't a pause or regret in a lifetime that I can afford
When I see the team down shots still going up
And I'm there pulling down all the boards
All I wanna do is ball
But the streets ain't a fair sport
My nigga took seven years in them courts
Gotta keep a club like Tiger on the course
Cause where I'm from "18 holes" means they showed some remorse
They praising the flaw and the real get ignored
I can't relate too much game I've absorbed
Niggas still sleep on they mama decor
And still talking gangsta when they hit record
These niggas ain't built like the words in they sentence
Type in all caps 'til a lower case pending
I live by the cold of the realest
A cold day in hell 'fore they take me back in or I'm snitching
Pray for me
Heater under my pillow
Paranoia keep breaking my sleep
All this hunger keep causing more pain
All these murders keep causing more grief
Niggas dying for clout
Rather film when you down, won't help you out
Got my head in the clouds
Searching for answers to cure all my doubts
It's bigger than us
It's out of my hands
That's why I'm praying to God
Oh heavenly Father
Keep my head above the water
It's your world but we your children
Your sons and your daughters
We struggling trying to get it together
But some of us ain't gon' see tomorrow
Two in the morning, my day started two days ago
Every morning it feels like I'm mourning
The pain it shows
My mind keep racing with no finish line or laps to go
I can't erase the hurt
The ink is dry, the pen is broke, my mind is filled with notes
I spazz on all my people that's close
I feel like change is close but still too far
With all these burdens that I carry daily
The weight never faze me
Never be given more than I can handle
My strength is amazing
Ask how I handle this pressure I smile and stay positive
And I'm drinking crazy
Living one day at a time
Keeping in mind these niggas don't fuck with me like they be claiming
Fighting depression the xannies too me where I needed until they detained me
Losing my dreams 'cause I'm sleep deprived with the stress and it's draining my soul
Going in circles am I spiraling out of control or filling the holes
Pray for me
Heater under my pillow
Paranoia keep breaking my sleep
All this hunger keep causing more pain
All these murders keep causing more grief
Niggas dying for clout
Rather film when you down, won't help you out
Got my head in the clouds
Searching for answers to cure all my doubts
It's bigger than us
It's out of my hands
That's why I'm praying to God
Oh heavenly Father
Keep my head above the water
It's your world but we your children
Your sons and your daughters
We struggling trying to get it together
But some of us ain't gon' see tomorrow
( Chulo Ramon )
www.ChordsAZ.com