[Lyric] Pray It Away (Lael M)

The office wasn't far from home
I took a bus there all alone
I looked around, afraid to find
Somebody that I recognize

He said I'm not like all the boys
Even though I have a choice
To go back to my past and fix
My twisted feelings in the mix

He offered me a cure
But I ran away
And now I know for sure
That I'm gonna pay
The problem will be solved
In another day
And all that's left for us is to pray
Pray it away
Pray it away
Pray it away
He played me films I had to watch
When no one's home I'd have to touch
He handed out a small device
To pinch me when I'm not being nice

Something didn't feel quite right
Dark thoughts came inside my mind
They showed me how my light will die
That's why I had to say goodbye

He offered me a cure
But I ran away
And now I know for sure
That I'm gonna pay
The problem will be solved
In another day
And all that's left for us is to pray
Pray it away
Pray it away
Pray it away
It's not yet too late
To deal with the pain
But he won't see me ever again

Now I don't care of a family
Now I don't want a relationship
If I need to go back to where I've been
I can barely deal with how I live
He's drawn me to a game
I didn't want to play
Whatever it could take
I knew it's not okay
Don't know what mom would think
Or what dad would say
If they knew the reason
That I went away