[Lyric] Praying For An Exit Pt. 1 (King Baztard Yitz)

[Verse 1]
If I’m addicted to pain doesn’t that put the blame on me?
It is possible for me to change or will I just pray to be
Something different in chains now I ain’t escaping these
Bloody shackles that prey on my flesh I faintly scream
I beg of you to understand that I ain’t in control
If life gave me another hand I wouldn’t have to fold
But no I am to broken you can’t save I overflow
I’m bursting at the seams I’m hoping I’m no longer cold
I’m lost and it seems that’s all I will ever be
In fear of the toll I’m putting on family
Feeling like a burden even if I were to breathe
Seemingly I push on through but brutally I bleed
Am I at fault for the way that I think
This timeless walk always taking from me
If I could talk maybe more would I speak
Probably not I suppose I am weak
Breaking watch life pass me by looking for a difference
In my room I stare outside there’s sirens in the distance
Pray for god to hit my line, I called he didn’t listen
You say there is so much in life I don’t have tunnel vision
You looking to the end of the road I’m looking to the end of the rope
I see my neck I bend it to cope still breathing while I’m leaving a note
Condolences for leaving tho suppose you know what leads me no
Hope I see I’ll leave you broke I’m selfish but I’m free I’ll go
[Hook]
Praying for an exit right now
Breaking zero blessing I’m out
Praying for an exit right now
Breaking zero blessing I’m out

[Verse 2]
Am I crazy for this one or am I simply product of my surroundings
Faceless I won’t speak up as the bodies all around me
Are taken over screaming as the monsters called me pounding
I decline in hope that I could evade the loss of my grounding
The world around me is so cruel it’s puppetry In motion
Each word I bleed is taking rule it’s rupturing my motives
To survive and persevere through death culpably I poke them
Hot burnt smoldering ashes the Coventry I’m knowing
Becoming acquainted with hopelessness is such a damning feeling
Sullenly there dancing to the music mute void of healing
Gluttony of pain is the sin they will soon be dealing
Company of hope has long been missed as I’m now revealing
Deep depressive feelings that haunt me and hang above my head
Leave me as I’m kneeling to god in the hope I could be dead
Tired of concealing darkness that has made me misled
Weeping it’s appealing to watch at I slowly reap of flesh
I have nothing to give
Hiding cut on these wrist
Haywood took innocence
Pops left guess he would spilt
Pain takes toll on my mental
Watch hate become my central
Focus heal what I been through
Click clack shot to the temple
[Hook]
Praying for an exit right now
Breaking zero blessing I’m out
Praying for an exit right now
Breaking zero blessing I’m out