should of told me you loved me
that night
tell me I'm worth all the fights,
but you never would because
you selfishly held your pride
as you should of held me
closer,
in a tighter grip
oh how you made me sick
should of put away your pride and worked with me for just one night,
you sting more than a thousand thorns on fire
all your guys aren't watching you should of stopped it alright
only showed love behind the curtains,
in the dark
was where you let you love spark
so you could run
without being traced by someone
screaming endlеssly at a stone cold brick wall
is how you made me feel
Whilе love blinded my eyes pride blinded yours
You wanted the prize without the work
You wanted me without earning me
Pressured me into conforming
Because after a while you said I got 'pretty fucking boring'
I'm downing while your floating
I'm your nothing
And you're my everything
Your pride is too strong
You don't want to admit to what you've done wrong
Because you’re messy
I'm crazy
And we weren't meant to be
Because I don't want someone who claims to love me then talk to another somebody
Failed to work on us then complain when I lost trust
Love dies after your countless lies
I didn't know you were my downfall in disguise
Draining myself for our shelf life
Only wanted when you're alone
The sad truth is your demons yearn
When you're alone
Feeding you insecurities
So you decide to call me
Because I was your second choice
I was the backup plan, and
you selfishly held you pride
instead of holding me
oh you were so damaged and crazy
forced to recover in the battlefield where you stranded me
so talented at crushing me so delicately, effortlessly
i was your daisy and you tore me from the ground
and discarded me
so quickly
dodging the crossfire
lashing out in anger
you abused your limitless power
Disgusted it as love
So I could put you above
So you'd have a stable foundation
For when you started to feel the sensation
Had me in your palm
You disguised your true colours as calm
So I could lend you my arm
For you to drag me into your grave
To take your place
that night
tell me I'm worth all the fights,
but you never would because
you selfishly held your pride
as you should of held me
closer,
in a tighter grip
oh how you made me sick
should of put away your pride and worked with me for just one night,
you sting more than a thousand thorns on fire
all your guys aren't watching you should of stopped it alright
only showed love behind the curtains,
in the dark
was where you let you love spark
so you could run
without being traced by someone
screaming endlеssly at a stone cold brick wall
is how you made me feel
Whilе love blinded my eyes pride blinded yours
You wanted the prize without the work
You wanted me without earning me
Pressured me into conforming
Because after a while you said I got 'pretty fucking boring'
I'm downing while your floating
I'm your nothing
And you're my everything
Your pride is too strong
You don't want to admit to what you've done wrong
Because you’re messy
I'm crazy
And we weren't meant to be
Because I don't want someone who claims to love me then talk to another somebody
Failed to work on us then complain when I lost trust
Love dies after your countless lies
I didn't know you were my downfall in disguise
Draining myself for our shelf life
Only wanted when you're alone
The sad truth is your demons yearn
When you're alone
Feeding you insecurities
So you decide to call me
Because I was your second choice
I was the backup plan, and
you selfishly held you pride
instead of holding me
oh you were so damaged and crazy
forced to recover in the battlefield where you stranded me
so talented at crushing me so delicately, effortlessly
i was your daisy and you tore me from the ground
and discarded me
so quickly
dodging the crossfire
lashing out in anger
you abused your limitless power
Disgusted it as love
So I could put you above
So you'd have a stable foundation
For when you started to feel the sensation
Had me in your palm
You disguised your true colours as calm
So I could lend you my arm
For you to drag me into your grave
To take your place
( Meave Lynn )
www.ChordsAZ.com