[Lyric] Problems (Mugelezi)

Never thought it’d come down to this
Realizing my mistakes and losing my confidence
Out my mind, going blind; not knowing where my conscience is
Like holding on to X's on some "coward’s way outing" shit
I’m out of clips

I thought I’d take off like rocket ships
I thought I had my shit together
Fuck, I was wrong as shit
Got caught in thoughts and chasing pussy
Problem I was getting it
Should have been stacking my dollars on business propositions and flow polishing

I’m down & out
So I’m out and down, then
Problems piling; looking for something to drown them all in
I’ll probably pop a bottle of pills and swallow all them shits down or something
Fuck around and prolly come down on some extra suicide shit

But I’m already dead
This may be a cry for help but shit I’m already dead
Got problems I keep in my head now i can't go to bed
I’d try to ask someone for help but I’ll just smoke instead
I don’t need nobody
I'm good
I don't trust nobody
Fuck you
And I won't tell nobody
But I should
But they'll probably doubt me
If I would
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