[Lyric] Pumped Full of Lead (Andie e schoen)

[Verse 1]
When I first met you I was twelve
And I was dumb and insecure
And I didn't know at all
I couldn't possible infer
All the chaos and destruction
All the shit that would ensue
All the harm that I'd cause you

You were protective, you were
Chivalrous
And altogether good
You were someone I could marry
That my parents that I should
Let into my life, my genes, my soul
And you wanted that too
And look what I did to you

[Chorus]
Go ahead and shoot me
With your motherfucking gun
I deserve to be pumped full of lead
For all the shit I've done
I ruined your whole life
Like I thought you ruined mine
It was my fault the entire fucking time
[Verse 2]
You angered me eventually
You drove me up the wall
And by that I mean you made me think
I wasn't sane at all

I cut my hair, you cut your wrists
At least you told me that you did
God, we were both stupid kids
At some point, I had realized
My life was living hell
So I went and blamed you for it
For my friends' nightmares as well

[Verse 3]
I cut my hair and dyed it
The same day I cut you off
Turns out everybody else had the same
Thought

[Chorus]
So go ahead and shoot me
With your motherfucking gun
I deserve to be pumped full of lead
For all the shit I've done
I broke your heart and left you
Friendless
I never wanted you to be
It was an accident I know you won't
Believe

So go ahead and shoot me with your motherfucking gun
I deserve to be pumped full of lead
For all the shit I've done
I broke your heart and left you
Friendless
I never wanted you to be

It was an accident I know you won't
Believe

[Verse 4]
So yeah you cracked the code
I'm a stone-cold heartless bitch
I'm a bad liar who somehow
Brainwashed everyone to think
That I'm completely innocent

And fucked you up for fun
And spat in your face when I was done
God, what I would give
To genuinely think
That I'm the good guy here
And to not be on the brink
Of gouging my damn eyes out
And throwing up my lungs
Because of guilt from shit I haven't even
Done

[Chorus]
So go ahead and shoot me
With your motherfucking gum
I deserve to be pumped full of lead
For all the shit I've don't

You're such a cunt, you made me think
That I'm a threat to public health
Hurry up before I do it my damn self
So go ahead and shoot me

I'm not scared anymore!!!
You've gotten this far killing me
There's just a little more
I'm already, just pull the trigger

You've destroyed my mental health
I'm not afraid to see the face of death
Itself
I'm not afraid to the face of death
Itself
(Holy shit, what a fucking vent song, Hannah, calm down)