[Lyric] PUSH IT UP (Polarboiyeahz)

"Humble Beginnings" ACT.1

[Intro]
All I think about is a couple things
Taboos in a cocktail mix of turbulent moodswings
Deja vus everyday but act like its a new thing
Stay down until you come up and show you my new thing
I'm aggravated
Lucky to barely even make it
Theyre signing ya life away on these statements
I'm just tryna get it out the bottom, grave diggin for a payment
Don't u think to ask me if I'm playin

[Verse 1]
Wandering these streets, my sole looking like an ashtray
These lottery tickets n get rich quick schemes are the fast way
Mom needs a nеw home n my dad needs the cars (cars)
Lemmе show you how to count a rack, u just have to go real hard
Steer away from the false love and continue going off (off)
Fake love synonymous to giving em missed calls
If you weren't with me then, why'd you think I care about now (now)
Everybody turned me down til they found out that I'm not jus a child (child)

[HOOK]
You never know who you're dealing with until it's too late (too late)
My wallet got an awkward groove like the blueman group, blue face
I just took ALL my sorrows and I pushed it up (pushed it up)
Work like it's no tomorrows and I jus pushed it up, (push it up)
WE HAD TO PAY RENT, MISSING PAYMENT N PAYCHECK
I JUS FOUND MY FEARS SO - BESTBELIEVE I FACED IT
EVERYBODY DEPENDS ON ME AND IM NOT LETTIN UP (NAH)
EVERYBODY DEPENDS ON ME AND IM NOT LETTIN UP (NAH)


[Verse 2]
Fatigued from the sleepless nights
Anxiety told me that this isn't right
God jus said to move toward the light
Perspective on my shoulder at a different height
I got this faith that's blind but I don't need glasses to protect my sight
I'm not collateral damage no more so it's fine that I'm here this time
I have a hunger that can't be satiated in Hell's kitchen
I'm just tryna stay afloat and I just found out that theres a sail missin'
Y'all come in at the wrong times, stay up for what they fail witness
We've seen things that reek dreams thatll leave ya pale skinned
I don't feel the pain no more, what is Judas
I forgive but I will never forget anything that's ever happened to us hey
I'm hungry for the power to put my family in some benz seats
I hope you don't tempt me - Lose my temper in a second when my chest feels empty yeah
Yeah, I'VE felt depressions in my body, not a crevice
I'm from Texas, not to mention, we shoot stars and turn them into extras yeah
Had no dollars, all I had was pennies, you could say i was a Cent-pede
Networth dreams of a quarter billy, and nobody sent me (nah)
[Hook]

[Verse 3]
And If I don't do it then nobody will
Generational wealth, in grasp from my window sill
Hittin low mills, all I have was pain and the faithful will
I'm still movin' up, so I still have to pay those bills
Get in the way and I turn that shirt into tomato spilled
Yeah, immune to the negativity
It's a struggle, ive been wrestling endlessly
The end of the hustle is like the end of me
If youre not rockin with P then youre the enemy
Wouldn't even be the friend of me
This is my film, so I get to end the scene

[Bridge]
I feel like the chosen one
I feel like the chosen one
If i Dont do it then nobody will
If i Dont do it then nobody will
If i Dont do it then nobody will
If i Dont do it then nobody will

[Hook]

"You're So Lucky" ACT.2
It's so hard having to wait
It's about time we have my way
Time is my worst enemy
Time is my worst enemy
It's no love that's in me
You do the drugs that I envy
Because you're able to escape
With a price, one foot in the grave